Just Jackie

rain

2010-02-15T14:25:00.000-08:00

today as i was driving to work, it was, gasp, raining. i had the windshield wipers on the lowest setting because... well... i just don't give a fuck anymore. it was weird to me to see, the second before the wipers would, well, wipe, that the view from my windshield looked exactly as it would if i were driving without contacts in. and then i realized something. im not sure what i realized. it

getting married young

2010-01-21T13:31:00.000-08:00

a lot of the people i knew from high school (but wasn't really friends with) have gotten married in the past three years. this makes me wonder, if they were virgins and waiting til marraige to have sex. why else would you want to rush into something like that at such a young age? but i guess these people aren't swimming in commitment issues like myself. either way, still doesn't make sense.

See-Through Tops

2010-01-14T11:19:00.000-08:00

I'm not gonna lie. I love see-through shirts and dresses. Especially when women don't wear bras with them. And here's how I feel about them : when done the right way, they're classy and sophisticated. If you have to point out that someone's shirt is see-through and you can see their nipples, you are just pointing out how classless you really are. Someone who is truely refined will pretend

im such an emo

2009-12-29T11:20:00.000-08:00

my emo-treehugging self thinks this all the time. but im happy im alive. http://www.asofterworld.com/index.php?id=494

disappointment

2009-12-14T14:34:00.000-08:00

i kind of surprised myself at how easily i got over this whole disappointment issue. good job me!

fav webcomic EVAR

2009-12-10T13:45:00.000-08:00

this has been for a long time my favorite webcomic ever. not the site, but this particular comic strip. i guess because i can really relate to it:http://xkcd.com/150/

spoiled.

2009-12-09T11:20:00.003-08:00

im so used to getting exactly what i want that when i don't, im not really sure how to handle it.

moving out... sorta

2009-12-09T10:28:00.000-08:00

for the next 2 weeks im dogsitting out in matthews, and i have to stay the night every night. im very sad about this because i won't get to sleep with my julie/see her regularly for 2 weeks. we already don't get enough of each other (i miss you baby quit your job i hate it!). on top of this, right when i get done dogsitting, julie is going to dc for the christmas weekend. im going to be a

ZOMG I HAVE A BLOG?!

2009-12-03T11:52:00.000-08:00

haha so i JUST remembered i have this thing. also, reading older posts really cracked me up. hilarrrrious. but just to clarify things, when i said unc-ch, the ch stands for charlotte and NOT chapel hill. NEVER CHAPEL HILL. aaaanyways. the move went great! been there for two months now. somehow bagel beagle is STILL scared shitless of julie's cats, which provides endless amusement for both

not crazy

2009-09-25T10:03:00.000-07:00

im no longer batshit crazy! im finally medicated and finally the drugs are kicking in, and i no longer have panic attacks! also, ill probably lose my sex drive / ability to orgasm, but whatever as long as im NOT CRAZY!also, im moving next week! finally! julie and i sign our lease tomorrow morning. im finally moving out of my parents house where i can PARTY ALL THE TIME! or just work a lot

ORGASM

2009-08-19T10:20:00.001-07:00

for those of you wondering, the .org in my webpage stands for .orgasm.thanks b!

THIS JUST IN: i'm batshit crazy

2009-08-19T10:11:00.002-07:00

no, really. im batshit crazyfor the past month i have been having panic attacks. what happens is that my muscle (on my left chest of course) will spasm or hurt for some reason. this same muscle can be felt all the way down your left arm. then i will somehow convince myself that i am having a heart attack, which leads to a panic attack. why? well, because i simply do not want to die.

2009-08-19T10:11:00.001-07:00

small hands

2009-05-30T09:35:00.001-07:00

i have ridiculously small hands. most of the girls ive been friends with, and certainly the ones who ive held hands with most often, have had surprisingly large hands for girls. because of this it is slightly unnerving to hold my sisters hand, which may in fact be the only hand in the world smaller than mine. it feels like im holding a little kids hand. what also bothers me is the number of

poems about dogs

2009-05-25T11:54:00.000-07:00

there's this poem we had in a magazine here that i really want to post on my blog. it was by Mary Oliver. it was one of her poems about Percy, her dog. i can't find it and i think we threw the magazine away. now i can't think of anything to blog about cause i just wanted to blog about that poem. arg.

blogs in general

2009-05-11T11:46:00.000-07:00

i think now that B has a blog for me to follow, i will be blogging a lot more. especially if i can get some comments and stuff. if i had a ton of followers, i would really blog often. im going to make rae add a blog so i can get comments from her too. and maybe rick. ricks always good for stuff like that. melissa would be good to hear blog updates from, if i thought she had a blog. im

twilight

2009-05-11T10:29:00.001-07:00

you can tell a lot about a person by what twilight team they're on. im team jacob.

Car Troubles

2009-04-13T12:40:00.000-07:00

My car is finally falling apart. In November I put 1300 dollars into repairs, followed by about 200 in January. Not to mention all the oil changes I get. Now I have to put at least another 1500 into it, because something is wrong with the catalytic converter, the transmission and also I don't have air conditioning (which I simply cannot live without). I feel like I have a really old dog, that

My First Blog on the New Site

2009-04-03T14:27:00.001-07:00

Hey everyone. I hope you like my site. Fro made it for me. I particularly love all the badass women with guns. Hopefully I'll start blogging in full force now, keeping everyone updated about my whereabouts and whathaveyous without actually having to make contact with me. lol. peas,Jackie

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2009-04-03T09:24:00.000-07:00